Ellen..? Why can't I say stuff? I said they could not be like my mom and then they did it and I know I feel it around me, the issue. That can't be good. I didn't mean in every way.
If you pick these messages I am mad. I am mad anyway. I just said this person watching wasn't replacing my mom. I don't know them. I don't like people like that.
Ellen has too many fetishes. She does not believe in tradegy, like death. I cursed because I was in pain, which is why I don't like the insulting noises and messages all day.
I don't care if Ellen DeGeneres whines about my blog, she's sending out people to be mean and thinks that's okay just for me. Um, what do you have against me cuz that makes no sense? Really, is something wrong? Do you just like 1/2 of me? Didn't you just say something? What was that? That hurt my feelings. You don't talk about feelings.
Probably she wants to extract fans like me from her life and longingly replace it with an abused baby.
If she wants more attention, it's not time for a baby. She seems pretty mature as Jensen, but in real life she seems to have losened the strings, as people do. I dunno, if you found out something new, would you have a baby? What about the history of ballerinas not being allowed to have babies as ballerinas?? I am more concerned she should have 1, but at the same time I just think her husband is opposites attract. I don't know if I'll like the baby's mix. I think she'll give the baby attention over her fans and still expect to be able to act. That's not what movie acting is. It's not Juilliard or Bank of America. It's making a statement with people doing all this stuff for you to permanently be rich and have a say in the world. If you start to ignore it, you lose the position. I've rehashed this significantly in my life recently. No, she is not too mature. I mean as in not too too mature. Like it's like she's still a kid, though at her age you'd think she'd be more mature in a lotta ways. How can she have a baby and not mess up stuff for the rest of us when her life is so lackadaisical? No one wants your baby. We'd love her and hope the best, but what it is is what it is.. You may think you're that special 1 who's all perfect, but the truth is you have some presonality extremes, you have what I get blamed for or call mood swings. You're gonna expect us to pay any attention to your baby. Orla Fallon hasn't even shown her face! The truth is we don't want to know you to take care of a baby. We're fans of you, and your boyfriend is not your husband. You simply don't know anyone else. And I am sorry, sure we'd play the role of respecting and watching your baby. I wanted to be a music teacher. I'd love it. I must also note Johnny Depp supposedly is having another child with his new girlfriend. I do not approve because I think that they were showing off. What else did I say that was too mean and choppy? Well, I mean no offense, just having a hard time writing this. I've never crossed my langauge barrier.
You can have a baby. But what if you really don't like your boyfriend enough to combine souls with? I combined souls but not with you. It makes sense, but I think that you're gonna go bye bye as in you won't really prioritize right in the world and think that when you're stressed you just use your kid sorta, like sorta retreat to your family rather than be in the world and you think you can come out whenever you want then when you've not accomplished much in interaction, people who'd love you, kids, people who'd admire your style. Like, you should find a boy that you retreat to a snuggly home where he'd do anything for you, not someone who's immature and still a kid and enjoys playing like he's a brat. I guess for you young people that could come up calculated as a dream come true. Your "boyfriend" is fun, but you haven't gone and said you know him for like guiding you. I know some *** girls don't like that. My other problem is mainly no I don't have an interest basically in taking your time but am sorta complacent about how much actors think their fans mean anything. Like, if we wanna say something, like you shouldn't mind and just say it's wrong. They just have kids and prance around Hollywood, thinking like they want their kids in private whereas other kids wanna act. Also, a baby is hard to take care of. Most actors don't quit. I do not want your baby, I do not want a boyfriend. If I have a baby, it's with a husband. See, I'm more strict than you, no offense. That's what I thought with Ellen about a baby from Portia.. you know, a baby is a big deal, you can't ship your cares away. It's fine with me, but something I said kinda hit home. xp I did say I want you to settle down, but there's something funny like about what your fans would think. I can't remember now and I've written or spouted a bit to recollect. I guess I wonder why you use your hair color to define yourself and your boyfriend is different. You can settle down, but if you do, I mean your husband is not like as famous as you. It's not like we'd say oh it's Tim Burton and Johnny Depp and not even it's Johnny Depp and his family with Vanessa Paradis. I am not interested in Amber Herd, and contrary to popular belief not in Helena Bonham Carter especially though she seems like a friend. Yes, I respect your boyfriend and sorry if this disses your relationship with your friend or whoever he is to you, partner.. He's just in different shoes like most poeple. I mean, I'm pretty picky but interested in anyone. I can see where you're coming from. I mean, do you have a lot of bf's? You do seem picky in a different way than me. I would not mind marrying someone unpopular even I've thought before and would take care of their kid.. I don't seem to be able to make my kid how I want cuz the boys are different. I would have a bond and relationship with the dad, though, so no issues there to speak of. You seem to be using your bf as an intellectual opportunity, perhaps your match now, but don't say oh I have to be with someone from a minority race.. you could.. but I thought you did it for love not ethnicity. I just think that anyone would be interested in you. I have an interest in you, so you know. If I were a boy, we could marry, but I'd probably encourage everyone not to do anything like that. So, I mean I am there for you and want to help if you want to have a baby now with him. I just know the fans will whine. We like seeing you, and I actually hope to meet you. I feel like an equal, though. I can see where you're coming from with people. I mean, like I wish like there were Chloe Sevigny events for fans and I could go, something like that. I do want to know real people as personal friends. People don't do that, these days! My old friends only had each other.
Another note, I think people are sloppy in Hollywood with their kids, may as well wait until they're 45 and boys 50. You know, I may never have kids. There are so many people in the world already who need to feel special. I don't know what that ^says^. I do have another question.. I guess I just see lotta people go by like Burton's daughter .. but do you consider your mom a good mom? Perhaps, that affects me, when people I like make families of their own. It's so weird, and then they don't talk to me. Also, my mom is older than you. You're like 10 years older. Not sure why I said that now. I think you're responsible enough to have a kid. It might be a lotta work, and you'll find you're all about your kid and boy had you better like the kid. I have this problem with my parents, but lotta people used to like me before Tim Burton and Johnny Depp. I guess the fact is your bf is just a bf and I feel you'd think it an announcement to have a kid, more for the glamour than finding meaning in life with a nice boy who likes to lay out naked mostly on the beach and is rich and accomplished from doing right, rich enough to have a nice hose and furniture.. though guess that won't be a problem. *beams* I mean, just because you're bf's does not mean you need to marry. My friend did that from someone since we were 11. I don't know. You just seem to have the same issue I have when I shop for clothes and other situations. Don't take that negatively. Just because he's nice, does not mean anything unless there's something I don't know about. I mean, is it hard for you to find friends? Cuz you could be my friend. Will your baby replace him, too? Sorta borrowing from other relationships? You think the baby is you, and maybe you know you want 1 and will find this out hopefully before you decide to have a baby. I just know that it's disappointing when a celeb grows up. Still, it would be nice for you to sort out your feelings and not be so like crazed. I think a good boy would make you a good girl. Your bf seems like a fun bf, but that does not mean you have a baby or marry. You decide that separately. I can't tell you what to do but that that is a peave of mine. Bad people do that stuff and you know it. You don't have to copy them to find out why it's right. I know you are patient, but the baby will replace your fans and your fame. If they replace your fans, it could replace your fame. I think 2 things, though. I think that you're too young as a person but as far as Hollywood better to have a baby sooner if you find a husband, which you haven't. It seems that since your fame you are settling down. Do you even have a lotta friends? Do you want a baby and have nothing else in your life that you need?
I think her life should still be active and exciting. I don't think having a baby entertains everyone. I have no clue. I can see it now, her looking at her baby and thinking oh well she's born from my husband.
I did also say like I hoped it wasn't an opposites attract for someone of her stature. Nice guy she's with, but boyfriends are supposed to come and go like bees.
Is she having an experiment? Cuz she doesn't act like that dude is like better than her nor maybe even as good as her.. I have a feeling people do things at certain times, they create babies when you meet them but say the babies aren't better, and what you hope is for the opposite.
It'd be nice to know before she does or doesn't have 1.
Did you know she's gonna be in a horror film? Good time to have a baby or not? I had merely suggested she continue her role as Jensen rather than move on to something else I guess like the 1s where they dye her hair for her a medium brown.
I just have a feeling there's something she doesn't know that I know. You know when you partly hope someone has a baby and partly don't?
Don't get mad at my aunt, just realize that people all are just reveling in things that may have been designed around it and they design around it in real life. See if it affects your relationship significantly. I just get annoyed that they are considered good in general. I mean what did I do?
Know what my aunt posted? There was this guy like crossing his eyes while fighting the camera..
I see it like Ellen, don't trust anything they say cuz they think they said something good and not the bad part. Why do we see them sneak away? It's okay, but sometimes it's just too much. People are not all the same and should not be herded in like sheep. I'm pretty smart for my age. I spent a lot of time talking online.. So, I wasn't just meditating. I find a lotta unrest being thrown online late like I was.
People in the U.S. do not provide me with more than what my family knows about being European.. but I need both parents and am kinda through with them.
Some people pop up like and say they don't want me to be the non-U.S. for them, yet they are nicer to full Asians.
I know I won't find the answer anywhere.. but what are your thoughts of practicing movie quotes posted of a movie by the movie online and posting it online? You can just look up the quotes to find the source info.
I was expecting a social worker. Something was different at home today and I mean I was awake was all I knew, in the garage, my room, possibly singing, maybe speaking. I didn't hear the doorbell.
Kids would tear themselves down, and their teacher would just say not to worry cuz that's not a good idea because it was realy an accident and no worrying will change what it is, only to make the future better, like by remembering about the doorbell hopefully, hopefully not in trauma. However, people will get mad at me in some way, or leave like a mutter or a chain or events, not tell me not to worry like the kids. Can someone explain their reaction?
Does anyone not appreciate people extracting your x friends and doing stuff for them? I'm not even a person, anymore, and I should continue living my life just ratting others out. What's wrong, why, you ask? What if that person.. I dunno.. it just brought it up. Those people are doing bad for themselves and I don't a whole lot especially care about them. I didn't write this how I mean but tried. I just know it's going on in my life. Did you ever wonder, is this person benefitting me, who really sacrificed?
I just wanted to say we are with our spouse or parents or class in school every day, but other people are like in another world and never talk to anyone but still get anything they want for being so good and for being white (Caucasian.)
I heard my dad, and I thought oh doesn't matter if he affects me and makes my body swirl in a bad way.. but I feel that "oh no yea it is a problem." So what now?
He acted like he knew it would be my birthday, but I didn't want the post to be associated with it. I couldn't do anything about it, and the thought sorta slipped my mind after like holding my breath. I feel like a picky black person honestly maybe for a thing like this analyzing something where I wasn't the bad guy. Why did Tim Burton even talk about it like that? Now, I can't get these thoughts that hurt people outta my mind. I don't want to continue them after I get them, so I stopped it, yea. My neighbor is onto me, and it can be so annoying people thinking they're right. He doesn't know my birthday, neither. So, Ellen might have had it told to him. By the way, why is it so hard to type since hitting the table so hard because of Ellen? She thinks that's the way the ball bounces, no pun intended? Is it funny for everyone?
Since you're so sensitive, something upset me. My neighbor was being annoying. I thought Ellen told him to do it. I didn't even know if I could post about it so got mad.
Why should I look like Nell Burton at all? She is chubbier but without a double chin. I think she should eat enough, but I mean if she were more active maybe she'd be really skinny! Lotta skinny people eat a lot.
Why is Chloe Sevigny working with those 2? 1 of them reminds me of how my dad made me look, born a year after him. I didn't use to look like this and only some pictures have a resemblance. Funny, my aunt looks like that, too, 3 years younger.
I have great respect..
After I came back from seeing Ellen, she acted like she called me a nigger by bringing a half black guest on her show and 2 Tai children.
“The Big Bang Theory” star Johnny Galecki, Chloe Sevigny and Angelica Huston have come on board horror-comedy “Master Cleanse” for Bron Studios and Gilbert Films.
The film is scheduled to begin production in early July in
Vancouver. XYZ Films will introduce “Cleanse” to to international
buyers in Cannes with a pre-visualization of the project. WME Global
arranged financing and is representing North American rights. Producers
are Jordan Horowitz for Gilbert Films, Aaron L. Gilbert for Bron
Studios and Galecki for his Alcide Bava Pictures. The executive
producers are Gary Gilbert, Todd Masters, Margot Hand and John Raymonds.
Bobby Miller is directing from his own script in which Galecki’s
character decides to restart his life, joining a spiritual retreat
designed to cleanse negative toxins from his body — only to discover
the cleanse releases something far greater than toxins and traumatic
experiences.
Miller is repped by WME. Galecki is repped by WME and Management 360.
How do all these fat, not so dazzling-looking girls look like teenagers in the end? Some get worse, some get better. What is it that makes them thinner? Do they start soccer in high school like I wanted to? Basketball made me thinner once.
I am European cuz I don't sit there in the light of day swishing back my greasy, straight hair and letting what fat I have ski down the sides of my face and say being attractive "it's not what I can be European and be silly like this" so many people.
I was just thinking, and they made something not work on my computer for some reason, silly, like they pressed a button with a big, greasy finger, which I must tell you, like all tacky and bemused and actually "disgusting" since I can't think of another word. I need to eat soon.. It seemed other-worldly, too, so annoying. It's probably not good for them, and they did it when they were mean.
They're being all weird talking to me meanly through the computer for Ellen. All this stuff for Ellen. No one has a right to frame me and get everyone to think I'm bad. I guess it was Orlando and it got around.
I was just feeling upset. So, I wrote it down. What's such a big deal? I said sorry even when I did it when I was especially mean-sounding. I wasn't nasty like there to approach people, just do defent myself.
Ellen doesn't want anyone to talk to me and is working on finding people I don't like to talk to to make me feel guilty. So what if I used curse words? I was mad at the noises she put in my room. She had coordinated something pretty mean. She's so annoying we can't trust her. Anyone would know it's something specific that she is mean to me, not that anyone ever told her what to do with her show in this situation. If someone used to be nice and now is teasing you, it isn't nice. If she wants the show more about her or her guests, no one said anything against.
