Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Looking for an apology? I'm held up. I dunno, shoulda explained in the post.

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They're at it, again.

I called. And my driver'd be like an hour late, and my back is killing me.



In the class, this older lady again was ^looking^ at me and a boy was playing with me unattractively. I moved over my chair. So? I was trying to think.. They think it's a funny joke. Trying to say why kids exist.

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New Picture of Me

TV

Those Who Kill is not a failure because of Chloe Sevigny.

Problem

Why can't people sort through when someone is good or bad?  Good people suffer, too.

If you just laughed, you're bad, mostly.

Problem

No one believes I deserve anything cuz I'm 1/2 Asian.  Simple enough, I said it, I'm right.  Don't think twice.

Easy Decision

If you do or don't wanna be white.

If you wanna, get your skin white.
I'm not exclusive.

I wanted

to be a teacher a lot.

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I am

alone with no friends to witness my ^events^.

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So

we get paid?

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So, is the point also to-

dump me-

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If-

You total both Chloes as it girl.. To some extent you can figure out how to have totaled me.

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OK..

Time to go home and get some breakfast now?

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Why do the people from the more south states have all the fun??

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I may be..

.advanced but supposedly can't be advanced with Ellen. So.. Am I really advanced enough?

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So,

all kids deserve to be @ such attractive adults more than others? OK..

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Did you just say

You molded your face cuz "Tim Burton" said ^it was time^?

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More if Interested

I mean, he may be a good guy, but it doesn't mean it's the right opposites attract.. like say you have some common bond, though.

More, Already?

Good?

Well, if Chloe can get love from anyone, how will she know if she won't be jealous in 3 years??

Weird

I feel less silly since seeing Ellen.  Normally, that'd mean less silly for her, but she shouldn't get more than just a little amount of silliness, should not plague her long.  I'm worried.

A Message

To Chloe Sevigny

I never believed in working with a bunch of those lesser than my stature of popularity.

Running Out

I was thinking Chloe Sevigny looks Polish but acts French.  She thinks she's falling in line in society like she's as good as Johnny Depp but not really cuz she's threatening to pin herself down to others, like she could run out.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Do you have many Celebrity Crushes

Acting

Did you realize that people use that they're cooler than actors, like everyone, to say that they're refined, whereas people act if they ^need^ friends?

Good News?

They used us kids born in the mid-80s to extract our dreams as young tots or even babies to use on younger babies.  You don't have another person to replace someone else.  I was thinking of my cousin.

Good Idea for Her

It would keep Chloe Sevigny on the right track to both have a baby at the same time and film another season of Those Who Kill, satisfying both fans and fam alike.

Not as Fun

Well, she is nearing 40, so if she's not as playful that makes sense, time for a baby, but I don't agree in her staunch attitude about it seemingly, it's her, she probably sees the regret but wants to settle down more than anything.  Maybe, she likes younger, cute guys, like me, too, though I haven't seen them much, lately.  So, she doesn't want someone smaller.  If I were her, which would mean taller, I'd want a boy from Europe, they are so big!

Where is it my place to call her staunch?  This post is not addressed to her specifically..  :p  I don't know the perfect word, negative, not in a bliss?  Does he bring her love?  Does she want love?  Will she stop acting if she has kids as much, which is okay?

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Chloe Sevigny

What would you do if she had kids in the next year or few?

I started off posting on these boards contributing to saying she should settle down, so.

I just don't know how fun she'd be if she married her boyfriend and they had kids. The only thing I can say to that as a benefit is that she'd have kids while she is still childlike-looking, however a fact I glossed over that she skyrocketed permanently our expectations of her to before the world participate in developing herself for the world 1st rather than with a family. The boy is an opposites attract, but a baby apparently means the world.

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Anyone Else Here Not Straight but Not Gay?

Who believes that marriage is what you're seeking as opposed to fame and rubbing elbows.. kids rub elbows cuz they're still young and have so much potential compared to anyone else.

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So

So, no, I'm not straight, and this is why..

..I'm reading a book, and it says his business is successful and he's trying to save his marriage, with family.

All I've Said Online

@ Chloe Sevigny's boyfriend was that she thought something that she considers bad that I caught.  Basically, I think that's what.  I also said no I think, not sure what, mighta been about the boy she co-starred with, too.  Apparently, Chloe also is interested in the South, where he's from.  Both boys are Southern whites.

Taking Back Something

Not sure anyone will find it, but I was joking about something creative and said another entity wasn't, which hurt me.

I'm still a pretty good person..

You think online is nothing?  It's constant socialization!  I've wanted to act since before, too.  I actively looked into performance since I was even 1!

Problem

People are trying to be convinced I am trash.. I used to post more pix than anyone!

Might I ask what's going on in between things?

Even if you don't like me, you don't have to contribute in that manner.

You know, lotta people have this issue.  I used to not, so I don't believe these people.  Watch when I get an acting role.

It seems a waste almost to have told me this so much.  How mean.  I know Johnny Depp supports things like this.  :(

I am trash. (?)

I was looking up Chloe Sevigny, and I read something about eating a watermelon.  It is to my attention that people who do not have fun still need starch.  It keeps you awake in the long run.  A watermelon could overload the system.

Question for My Blog

Does it matter Chloe Sevigny spends too much time with those men, like on the show, or should she continue the show?  Other than being with him, I say yes.  I don't know, though, that no would be a good answer enough to not continue the show I mean.

Yea, those adults will just push her to change if she quits and doesn't agree to do nor ends up in another season.  She might marry and have a son and daughter without being able to admit what's really going on in the world these days..

You should read what I posted on IMDb for her under "Those Who Kill," the past like 10 posts right now.. namely, that she chose the boy for a bad reason + thinking her race was a 2ndary race, though she's like the prize pig.  This is the 3rd Italian marriage I've seen.  I'd take any of the spouses.

About "bad" reason, it was something she'd recognize as a mistake herself if I could think of what it was.  It doesn't mean the boy is worse than everyone else, though, nothing like that.. of course.

Problem

I can't see why anyone would ^approach^ me, near or far, at "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I can't put a bullet to my head.

Book

"Your Mind Is What Your Brain Does for a Living"

page 24 - exercises

When I Reacted Like Machinery
(1) I was always like my choir director, punctual but in a sorta scared way.
(2) With Ellen DeGeneres, I just always got mad if she felt she had to be mean to us so no one would hurt her.
(3) I could not think trapped in my room and kept having to e-mail friends and it put me in a bad mood and got me to lose those friends and forced me to post everything in public, which I like.

Matching Triggers
(1) I wanted to be accepted by the choir director, but I was not ahead of the game as far as looks go, I just had a good inherent way of being.
(2) I just wanted to say what Ellen did because I didn't wanna overlook it, but I didn't remember why very well.  I think she doesn't have a matching reason for wanting me not to do this other than Tim Burton wouldn't like it..
(3) I thought I'd sit in a room with nothing to do, and I was used to being very busy.  I was tired of reading from school and had nothing to benefit me.  I shoulda asked my mom myself for keys to the house, though I don't know if she wanted me to have them yet..

Update

I added a Follow thing at the bottom.

Brain Development - Adulthood

I just read our brains are not developed until around 25..and what happens then at last is like impulse control.  They say no wonder young|adults are not responsible.  Well, I'm 27, and I was 25 and did not feel an adult but maybe now.  I did grow a final inch or so then, possibly, though even more at 27.  My life is hopeless, until I get to do talent in Hollywood cuz I was a huge success in real life til Tim Burton and Johnny Depp smoothed things out.  I wasn't even 21.

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Those Who Kill

Bring Back a Season 2: Yay or Nay

I say yay until Chloe finds better things. It's also for the sake of her fans on this IMDb board.. me! It brought it some attention.

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Machine-Like

I just found what acting like a machine means.  It means disregarding feelings.  (Book from Airport, all like $15 or hardcovers I think like $20 or possibly more like $25)

Blogs

Why don't celebrities have blogs?  Lily Rose made hers private.

Why..

Can someone tell me why I get in trouble for saying someone hurt me, and Ellen doesn't for anything she does?

Issue

Ellen says something, and we are stuck in private knowing what she said.  She has a life surrounded by people and work.

More News!

Chloe Sevigny looks Danish?  Reminds me of Viggo Mortensen.  Convinced they are the best people on the planet and very white .. as very nice to me..  Viggo is actually more messed up, sad tho.  Not in some weird way, just like in how he wants to look older when he could just look younger.  See, not ^saying^ anything.

Problem

I don't have to believe "what" these people ultimately tell me..

I was gonna say.. I forget.

Stealing the Show Early

People in Alice in Wonderland posted the script illegally and didn't pay attention to me sometimes much.

Now, they got an early episode in Those Who Kill.

Twitter

*blush* How sweet! Yes!

What I Want

I wanted a fair opportunity in life.

If I win, everyone is jealous for years.

Well

Guess my dad's a nice guy, but everyone I know prefers him-

Actress

Chloe Sevigny's boyfriend is as messed up as she unfortunately may be considered - whoops, what just went through my head?  A bullet?  He seems a bit naughty.  He must be Italian.  Chloe is 1/2 Polish, so.  I just wanted her "in" and Italian is totally different.

In Danger

My supposed friend pretended Bella Thorne may be at risk of being in trouble with my dad, forget Chloe Sevigny he just wanted to get water when I thought of her and people are violent about him now because I happened to get mad since knowing her last.  I do have a question about Chloe Sevigny.  Is her attractiveness in danger of being called fake for being such a grump??-

My Dad

So, yea, I guess he's a good guy.  I used to have a good relationship with him.  They seemed to trash my brother, though, cuz he's always held back.  He didn't want to be treated different, overall.

hey..

Someone is up.

Hmph!

I always was nice to my dad.  No thanks to my bad friends who get attention as though they're good!  I gotcha now!!  You're wrong!!  You think we have to be like our dads in bad ways cuz you wanna have more fun in the wrong ways.

What I Told My Mom

It would be fun to see Ellen every day for a week.

Issue

I am uncomfortable about something.. I'll try not posting it and not knowing why other than that it's too much.. I mighta done it.

I mean, my dad .. I forget.  I guess saying "rude man" is another of those words and I was too in a hurry to think.  I mean, I am connected to things of him that do not let me live a full life.  I am 27 and living at home.

Problem

My dad offsets me and gave me a double chin..

Weird

For some reason I said "rude man."  Sorry.  What do you think'll happen?  They'd still know I'd said it even if I felt like deleting.

Twitter

Ellen DeGeneres follows him.

Twitter

Yea.

More

Other men like him look at me perplexed, as well.  They aren't my dad.

Issue

He needs to use something I have for some reason.  He had this bemused, satisfied look.  I might want to use it then, too, and so I will waste more time.

Problem

It just bothers me when my dad interacts with me to punish me for saying things that don't matter.  I should not have to have anything to do with that rude man.  I do miss him as my dad, thanks to Tim Burton and Johnny Depp!

Problem

Why are you secretly acting like I'm bad behind my back and then surprising me?

Update

Public

Celebrities, please comment on my blog.  I'd love to get together with you and post a recording of us meeting!

Twitter

Chloe Moretz is having a bad time watching a game.

Yum

Thank you so much, Bella, for posting this for us! =] Now, we know what we'll get, someday.

I'm gonna learn to cook more, too.

Bringing up the Past

Not particularly meaning me on Ellen, but when you are mad or bad what do you think of bringing it up, later?

Plane

I had to keep moving my legs the whole time cuz I never sit like that.

Twitter

TV

The main character seems to be the serial killer at heart, interested in murder and seems to be a bit outta control emotionally with others.. someone got left and got killed with her, leaves me at the edge of my seat.

Question

Should I just stay home and work to buy stuff and wait to be an actress?  Seems to be the plan.  Or I'd be busy with school too much for Ellen!  but even on the show you don't really or aren't supposed to do stuff like other than sorta do it from afar which makes me feel funny and like I wish I could also be in college..  That was a mistake, though.  I did go to college and ended up kicked out, seriously, not told to leave, but made to feel guilty somehow.. the teacher never told me anything and this dude had me leave when he said maybe give me a chance.

I guess in college, I felt that sense of importantness you get in school.  I think I should just not go to college now if I wanna be an actress.  I have a chance.  I won't be an extra but possible someone with 1 scene could be okay.