Should I just stay home and work to buy stuff and wait to be an actress? Seems to be the plan. Or I'd be busy with school too much for Ellen! but even on the show you don't really or aren't supposed to do stuff like other than sorta do it from afar which makes me feel funny and like I wish I could also be in college.. That was a mistake, though. I did go to college and ended up kicked out, seriously, not told to leave, but made to feel guilty somehow.. the teacher never told me anything and this dude had me leave when he said maybe give me a chance.
I guess in college, I felt that sense of importantness you get in school. I think I should just not go to college now if I wanna be an actress. I have a chance. I won't be an extra but possible someone with 1 scene could be okay.
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