I am like everyone else, I am pushed to be more Asian than others since when I existed. I think we're still digging for anything worth it left in the aftermath that's different.. I think people find Jews either smarter or something. So, they wanna like do them up. However, I'm finding it has more to do with being more mixed. I'm not speaking in a special tone. I'm just super mad that my life has been so serious and Jews like Ellen grow up blonde like a baby.
Looks like I broke Ellen's fetish by cursing at noises in my room, and she'd be mean to me while I was mad? So, what? She probably has made mistakes or depended too heavily on her mother. I mean, she has a privileged life racially.
Maybe, he's worried about the competition of talent with budding film artists and 1s who really see his true, intended vision, those people who made it to the top.
His film sends a lie that we're all in the movie and we're all accepted as people watching it.
I think it has something to do with being a Late Baby Boomer. I can't tell my mom's age, but my dad is born in July 1950. I know about the real world. 1 thing I know on my own is that you can't just go out there programmed to do all these things thinking there's a point where push comes to shove and it's time to give a little. You don't calculate yourself like a ball, you feel for all possible options and not believe lies that you have to be under all this stress and sacrifice and whining.
Mars Attacks mirrors how his films are more stark or shall I say to the point that I just thought of the word stale, the people not alive in it hardly. I know if I were in a Burton movie things would go much better.
Batman was okay, but I don't actually like the story myself like it's "The Lion King" or something. Ed Wood was cute but still not satisfying. (A referenced joke.) Yea, Burton gets away with doing things like he doesn't have to tell anyone why he's hurting them. Like, he made an inappropriate, unreferenced joke.
Yes, but Burton carries with him a certain demeanor with The Nightmare Before Christmas, though, as far s being authentic in his own style that others copy. His weirdness is stuff like Pee Wee Herman and Beetlejuice. His lack of impetus is seen in boring movies like Batman, where they're just thinking of Batman and not the acting, like they think it's so prestigious and that's all they think about when filming. It seems like an American thing, and I'm only 1/2 American.
I guess you think he knows film but still lacks the know how and respect of most directors. It's just a question of substance and of course the nature of what the talent is. I still don't understand how you'd say it's the director that made the film bad, as opposed to an unfortunate casting situation. I think they just followed through being as lazy as they can, like Burton isn't a scary director. Look at Chloe Moretz in Dark Shadows, which was good, she doesn't have to do anything but look cute and Burton thinks that's okay, that it's enough, and that other people no matter what they do it's not good. Eva Green was good in the action movie recently and has hit a lotta top lists, including mine right under Chloe Sevigny. http://youtu.be/plFCSURAVPk It's like Drew Barrymore. I do approve of her, but I knew that Chloe Moretz and Bella Thorne would come out different after working with her. I've seen people do these things in real life, but they don't know what they're doing. People just copy each other when judging situations like this.
So, true Burton is amazing, but so is Johnny Depp. I must say his past films do justice in a different way than you'd expect. I think Johnny Depp is the tugger of the win. To explain others's films, I'd say that they don't really hit home as much as Johnny Depp. He might be in their movies, see, or there might be a lotta corny actors to theme a hilarious, camp movie. Maybe, they are happy the director is like a dad, then.
I think we were all waiting for Sarah Brightman. It was dark.. We had to do something, which reminded me of buying something in a place like a merchandise store. I think I was in a costume it felt. She came out and I was like protecting her like she was scared. She was among us. We were supposed to be scared of her attacking or something. We had to get our way out. In the end I was there for her to care for her. I did something no one else did. I was ready and designated.
Ellen..? Why can't I say stuff? I said they could not be like my mom and then they did it and I know I feel it around me, the issue. That can't be good. I didn't mean in every way.
If you pick these messages I am mad. I am mad anyway. I just said this person watching wasn't replacing my mom. I don't know them. I don't like people like that.
Ellen has too many fetishes. She does not believe in tradegy, like death. I cursed because I was in pain, which is why I don't like the insulting noises and messages all day.
I don't care if Ellen DeGeneres whines about my blog, she's sending out people to be mean and thinks that's okay just for me. Um, what do you have against me cuz that makes no sense? Really, is something wrong? Do you just like 1/2 of me? Didn't you just say something? What was that? That hurt my feelings. You don't talk about feelings.
Probably she wants to extract fans like me from her life and longingly replace it with an abused baby.
If she wants more attention, it's not time for a baby. She seems pretty mature as Jensen, but in real life she seems to have losened the strings, as people do. I dunno, if you found out something new, would you have a baby? What about the history of ballerinas not being allowed to have babies as ballerinas?? I am more concerned she should have 1, but at the same time I just think her husband is opposites attract. I don't know if I'll like the baby's mix. I think she'll give the baby attention over her fans and still expect to be able to act. That's not what movie acting is. It's not Juilliard or Bank of America. It's making a statement with people doing all this stuff for you to permanently be rich and have a say in the world. If you start to ignore it, you lose the position. I've rehashed this significantly in my life recently. No, she is not too mature. I mean as in not too too mature. Like it's like she's still a kid, though at her age you'd think she'd be more mature in a lotta ways. How can she have a baby and not mess up stuff for the rest of us when her life is so lackadaisical? No one wants your baby. We'd love her and hope the best, but what it is is what it is.. You may think you're that special 1 who's all perfect, but the truth is you have some presonality extremes, you have what I get blamed for or call mood swings. You're gonna expect us to pay any attention to your baby. Orla Fallon hasn't even shown her face! The truth is we don't want to know you to take care of a baby. We're fans of you, and your boyfriend is not your husband. You simply don't know anyone else. And I am sorry, sure we'd play the role of respecting and watching your baby. I wanted to be a music teacher. I'd love it. I must also note Johnny Depp supposedly is having another child with his new girlfriend. I do not approve because I think that they were showing off. What else did I say that was too mean and choppy? Well, I mean no offense, just having a hard time writing this. I've never crossed my langauge barrier.
You can have a baby. But what if you really don't like your boyfriend enough to combine souls with? I combined souls but not with you. It makes sense, but I think that you're gonna go bye bye as in you won't really prioritize right in the world and think that when you're stressed you just use your kid sorta, like sorta retreat to your family rather than be in the world and you think you can come out whenever you want then when you've not accomplished much in interaction, people who'd love you, kids, people who'd admire your style. Like, you should find a boy that you retreat to a snuggly home where he'd do anything for you, not someone who's immature and still a kid and enjoys playing like he's a brat. I guess for you young people that could come up calculated as a dream come true. Your "boyfriend" is fun, but you haven't gone and said you know him for like guiding you. I know some *** girls don't like that. My other problem is mainly no I don't have an interest basically in taking your time but am sorta complacent about how much actors think their fans mean anything. Like, if we wanna say something, like you shouldn't mind and just say it's wrong. They just have kids and prance around Hollywood, thinking like they want their kids in private whereas other kids wanna act. Also, a baby is hard to take care of. Most actors don't quit. I do not want your baby, I do not want a boyfriend. If I have a baby, it's with a husband. See, I'm more strict than you, no offense. That's what I thought with Ellen about a baby from Portia.. you know, a baby is a big deal, you can't ship your cares away. It's fine with me, but something I said kinda hit home. xp I did say I want you to settle down, but there's something funny like about what your fans would think. I can't remember now and I've written or spouted a bit to recollect. I guess I wonder why you use your hair color to define yourself and your boyfriend is different. You can settle down, but if you do, I mean your husband is not like as famous as you. It's not like we'd say oh it's Tim Burton and Johnny Depp and not even it's Johnny Depp and his family with Vanessa Paradis. I am not interested in Amber Herd, and contrary to popular belief not in Helena Bonham Carter especially though she seems like a friend. Yes, I respect your boyfriend and sorry if this disses your relationship with your friend or whoever he is to you, partner.. He's just in different shoes like most poeple. I mean, I'm pretty picky but interested in anyone. I can see where you're coming from. I mean, do you have a lot of bf's? You do seem picky in a different way than me. I would not mind marrying someone unpopular even I've thought before and would take care of their kid.. I don't seem to be able to make my kid how I want cuz the boys are different. I would have a bond and relationship with the dad, though, so no issues there to speak of. You seem to be using your bf as an intellectual opportunity, perhaps your match now, but don't say oh I have to be with someone from a minority race.. you could.. but I thought you did it for love not ethnicity. I just think that anyone would be interested in you. I have an interest in you, so you know. If I were a boy, we could marry, but I'd probably encourage everyone not to do anything like that. So, I mean I am there for you and want to help if you want to have a baby now with him. I just know the fans will whine. We like seeing you, and I actually hope to meet you. I feel like an equal, though. I can see where you're coming from with people. I mean, like I wish like there were Chloe Sevigny events for fans and I could go, something like that. I do want to know real people as personal friends. People don't do that, these days! My old friends only had each other.
Another note, I think people are sloppy in Hollywood with their kids, may as well wait until they're 45 and boys 50. You know, I may never have kids. There are so many people in the world already who need to feel special. I don't know what that ^says^. I do have another question.. I guess I just see lotta people go by like Burton's daughter .. but do you consider your mom a good mom? Perhaps, that affects me, when people I like make families of their own. It's so weird, and then they don't talk to me. Also, my mom is older than you. You're like 10 years older. Not sure why I said that now. I think you're responsible enough to have a kid. It might be a lotta work, and you'll find you're all about your kid and boy had you better like the kid. I have this problem with my parents, but lotta people used to like me before Tim Burton and Johnny Depp. I guess the fact is your bf is just a bf and I feel you'd think it an announcement to have a kid, more for the glamour than finding meaning in life with a nice boy who likes to lay out naked mostly on the beach and is rich and accomplished from doing right, rich enough to have a nice hose and furniture.. though guess that won't be a problem. *beams* I mean, just because you're bf's does not mean you need to marry. My friend did that from someone since we were 11. I don't know. You just seem to have the same issue I have when I shop for clothes and other situations. Don't take that negatively. Just because he's nice, does not mean anything unless there's something I don't know about. I mean, is it hard for you to find friends? Cuz you could be my friend. Will your baby replace him, too? Sorta borrowing from other relationships? You think the baby is you, and maybe you know you want 1 and will find this out hopefully before you decide to have a baby. I just know that it's disappointing when a celeb grows up. Still, it would be nice for you to sort out your feelings and not be so like crazed. I think a good boy would make you a good girl. Your bf seems like a fun bf, but that does not mean you have a baby or marry. You decide that separately. I can't tell you what to do but that that is a peave of mine. Bad people do that stuff and you know it. You don't have to copy them to find out why it's right. I know you are patient, but the baby will replace your fans and your fame. If they replace your fans, it could replace your fame. I think 2 things, though. I think that you're too young as a person but as far as Hollywood better to have a baby sooner if you find a husband, which you haven't. It seems that since your fame you are settling down. Do you even have a lotta friends? Do you want a baby and have nothing else in your life that you need?
I think her life should still be active and exciting. I don't think having a baby entertains everyone. I have no clue. I can see it now, her looking at her baby and thinking oh well she's born from my husband.
I did also say like I hoped it wasn't an opposites attract for someone of her stature. Nice guy she's with, but boyfriends are supposed to come and go like bees.
Is she having an experiment? Cuz she doesn't act like that dude is like better than her nor maybe even as good as her.. I have a feeling people do things at certain times, they create babies when you meet them but say the babies aren't better, and what you hope is for the opposite.
It'd be nice to know before she does or doesn't have 1.
Did you know she's gonna be in a horror film? Good time to have a baby or not? I had merely suggested she continue her role as Jensen rather than move on to something else I guess like the 1s where they dye her hair for her a medium brown.
I just have a feeling there's something she doesn't know that I know. You know when you partly hope someone has a baby and partly don't?
Don't get mad at my aunt, just realize that people all are just reveling in things that may have been designed around it and they design around it in real life. See if it affects your relationship significantly. I just get annoyed that they are considered good in general. I mean what did I do?
Know what my aunt posted? There was this guy like crossing his eyes while fighting the camera..
I see it like Ellen, don't trust anything they say cuz they think they said something good and not the bad part. Why do we see them sneak away? It's okay, but sometimes it's just too much. People are not all the same and should not be herded in like sheep. I'm pretty smart for my age. I spent a lot of time talking online.. So, I wasn't just meditating. I find a lotta unrest being thrown online late like I was.
People in the U.S. do not provide me with more than what my family knows about being European.. but I need both parents and am kinda through with them.
Some people pop up like and say they don't want me to be the non-U.S. for them, yet they are nicer to full Asians.
I know I won't find the answer anywhere.. but what are your thoughts of practicing movie quotes posted of a movie by the movie online and posting it online? You can just look up the quotes to find the source info.
I was expecting a social worker. Something was different at home today and I mean I was awake was all I knew, in the garage, my room, possibly singing, maybe speaking. I didn't hear the doorbell.
Kids would tear themselves down, and their teacher would just say not to worry cuz that's not a good idea because it was realy an accident and no worrying will change what it is, only to make the future better, like by remembering about the doorbell hopefully, hopefully not in trauma. However, people will get mad at me in some way, or leave like a mutter or a chain or events, not tell me not to worry like the kids. Can someone explain their reaction?
Does anyone not appreciate people extracting your x friends and doing stuff for them? I'm not even a person, anymore, and I should continue living my life just ratting others out. What's wrong, why, you ask? What if that person.. I dunno.. it just brought it up. Those people are doing bad for themselves and I don't a whole lot especially care about them. I didn't write this how I mean but tried. I just know it's going on in my life. Did you ever wonder, is this person benefitting me, who really sacrificed?
I just wanted to say we are with our spouse or parents or class in school every day, but other people are like in another world and never talk to anyone but still get anything they want for being so good and for being white (Caucasian.)
I heard my dad, and I thought oh doesn't matter if he affects me and makes my body swirl in a bad way.. but I feel that "oh no yea it is a problem." So what now?
He acted like he knew it would be my birthday, but I didn't want the post to be associated with it. I couldn't do anything about it, and the thought sorta slipped my mind after like holding my breath. I feel like a picky black person honestly maybe for a thing like this analyzing something where I wasn't the bad guy. Why did Tim Burton even talk about it like that? Now, I can't get these thoughts that hurt people outta my mind. I don't want to continue them after I get them, so I stopped it, yea. My neighbor is onto me, and it can be so annoying people thinking they're right. He doesn't know my birthday, neither. So, Ellen might have had it told to him. By the way, why is it so hard to type since hitting the table so hard because of Ellen? She thinks that's the way the ball bounces, no pun intended? Is it funny for everyone?
Since you're so sensitive, something upset me. My neighbor was being annoying. I thought Ellen told him to do it. I didn't even know if I could post about it so got mad.
Why should I look like Nell Burton at all? She is chubbier but without a double chin. I think she should eat enough, but I mean if she were more active maybe she'd be really skinny! Lotta skinny people eat a lot.
Why is Chloe Sevigny working with those 2? 1 of them reminds me of how my dad made me look, born a year after him. I didn't use to look like this and only some pictures have a resemblance. Funny, my aunt looks like that, too, 3 years younger.
I have great respect..
After I came back from seeing Ellen, she acted like she called me a nigger by bringing a half black guest on her show and 2 Tai children.
“The Big Bang Theory” star Johnny Galecki, Chloe Sevigny and Angelica Huston have come on board horror-comedy “Master Cleanse” for Bron Studios and Gilbert Films.
The film is scheduled to begin production in early July in
Vancouver. XYZ Films will introduce “Cleanse” to to international
buyers in Cannes with a pre-visualization of the project. WME Global
arranged financing and is representing North American rights. Producers
are Jordan Horowitz for Gilbert Films, Aaron L. Gilbert for Bron
Studios and Galecki for his Alcide Bava Pictures. The executive
producers are Gary Gilbert, Todd Masters, Margot Hand and John Raymonds.
Bobby Miller is directing from his own script in which Galecki’s
character decides to restart his life, joining a spiritual retreat
designed to cleanse negative toxins from his body — only to discover
the cleanse releases something far greater than toxins and traumatic
experiences.
Miller is repped by WME. Galecki is repped by WME and Management 360.
How do all these fat, not so dazzling-looking girls look like teenagers in the end? Some get worse, some get better. What is it that makes them thinner? Do they start soccer in high school like I wanted to? Basketball made me thinner once.
I am European cuz I don't sit there in the light of day swishing back my greasy, straight hair and letting what fat I have ski down the sides of my face and say being attractive "it's not what I can be European and be silly like this" so many people.
I was just thinking, and they made something not work on my computer for some reason, silly, like they pressed a button with a big, greasy finger, which I must tell you, like all tacky and bemused and actually "disgusting" since I can't think of another word. I need to eat soon.. It seemed other-worldly, too, so annoying. It's probably not good for them, and they did it when they were mean.
They're being all weird talking to me meanly through the computer for Ellen. All this stuff for Ellen. No one has a right to frame me and get everyone to think I'm bad. I guess it was Orlando and it got around.
I was just feeling upset. So, I wrote it down. What's such a big deal? I said sorry even when I did it when I was especially mean-sounding. I wasn't nasty like there to approach people, just do defent myself.
Ellen doesn't want anyone to talk to me and is working on finding people I don't like to talk to to make me feel guilty. So what if I used curse words? I was mad at the noises she put in my room. She had coordinated something pretty mean. She's so annoying we can't trust her. Anyone would know it's something specific that she is mean to me, not that anyone ever told her what to do with her show in this situation. If someone used to be nice and now is teasing you, it isn't nice. If she wants the show more about her or her guests, no one said anything against.
Thursday, May 15, 2014
How do you feel when no one cares @ your pain? Tim Burton??
I was watching Ellen DeGeneres, a clip, and it seemed I was in trouble, but no I'm not whatever she acts like! This isn't all the drama about what age your dad is.. It's a change for the worst and most'd agree.
Is she getting around like my dad calling me retarded? Those people need to lay off. SHE BOTHERED ME. I was upset. What's so funny @ it?! She used to want us/me to watch the show! She was mean to me for things I don't even think @.
I called. And my driver'd be like an hour late, and my back is killing me.
In the class, this older lady again was ^looking^ at me and a boy was playing with me unattractively. I moved over my chair. So? I was trying to think.. They think it's a funny joke. Trying to say why kids exist.
I feel less silly since seeing Ellen. Normally, that'd mean less silly for her, but she shouldn't get more than just a little amount of silliness, should not plague her long. I'm worried.
I was thinking Chloe Sevigny looks Polish but acts French. She thinks she's falling in line in society like she's as good as Johnny Depp but not really cuz she's threatening to pin herself down to others, like she could run out.
Did you realize that people use that they're cooler than actors, like everyone, to say that they're refined, whereas people act if they ^need^ friends?
They used us kids born in the mid-80s to extract our dreams as young tots or even babies to use on younger babies. You don't have another person to replace someone else. I was thinking of my cousin.
It would keep Chloe Sevigny on the right track to both have a baby at the same time and film another season of Those Who Kill, satisfying both fans and fam alike.
Well, she is nearing 40, so if she's not as playful that makes sense, time for a baby, but I don't agree in her staunch attitude about it seemingly, it's her, she probably sees the regret but wants to settle down more than anything. Maybe, she likes younger, cute guys, like me, too, though I haven't seen them much, lately. So, she doesn't want someone smaller. If I were her, which would mean taller, I'd want a boy from Europe, they are so big!
Where is it my place to call her staunch? This post is not addressed to her specifically.. :p I don't know the perfect word, negative, not in a bliss? Does he bring her love? Does she want love? Will she stop acting if she has kids as much, which is okay?
What would you do if she had kids in the next year or few?
I started off posting on these boards contributing to saying she should settle down, so.
I just don't know how fun she'd be if she married her boyfriend and they had kids. The only thing I can say to that as a benefit is that she'd have kids while she is still childlike-looking, however a fact I glossed over that she skyrocketed permanently our expectations of her to before the world participate in developing herself for the world 1st rather than with a family. The boy is an opposites attract, but a baby apparently means the world.
Who believes that marriage is what you're seeking as opposed to fame and rubbing elbows.. kids rub elbows cuz they're still young and have so much potential compared to anyone else.
@ Chloe Sevigny's boyfriend was that she thought something that she considers bad that I caught. Basically, I think that's what. I also said no I think, not sure what, mighta been about the boy she co-starred with, too. Apparently, Chloe also is interested in the South, where he's from. Both boys are Southern whites.
I was looking up Chloe Sevigny, and I read something about eating a watermelon. It is to my attention that people who do not have fun still need starch. It keeps you awake in the long run. A watermelon could overload the system.
Does it matter Chloe Sevigny spends too much time with those men, like on the show, or should she continue the show? Other than being with him, I say yes. I don't know, though, that no would be a good answer enough to not continue the show I mean.
Yea, those adults will just push her to change if she quits and doesn't agree to do nor ends up in another season. She might marry and have a son and daughter without being able to admit what's really going on in the world these days..
You should read what I posted on IMDb for her under "Those Who Kill," the past like 10 posts right now.. namely, that she chose the boy for a bad reason + thinking her race was a 2ndary race, though she's like the prize pig. This is the 3rd Italian marriage I've seen. I'd take any of the spouses.
About "bad" reason, it was something she'd recognize as a mistake herself if I could think of what it was. It doesn't mean the boy is worse than everyone else, though, nothing like that.. of course.
When I Reacted Like Machinery (1) I was always like my choir director, punctual but in a sorta scared way. (2) With Ellen DeGeneres, I just always got mad if she felt she had to be mean to us so no one would hurt her. (3) I could not think trapped in my room and kept having to e-mail friends and it put me in a bad mood and got me to lose those friends and forced me to post everything in public, which I like.
Matching Triggers (1) I wanted to be accepted by the choir director, but I was not ahead of the game as far as looks go, I just had a good inherent way of being. (2) I just wanted to say what Ellen did because I didn't wanna overlook it, but I didn't remember why very well. I think she doesn't have a matching reason for wanting me not to do this other than Tim Burton wouldn't like it.. (3) I thought I'd sit in a room with nothing to do, and I was used to being very busy. I was tired of reading from school and had nothing to benefit me. I shoulda asked my mom myself for keys to the house, though I don't know if she wanted me to have them yet..
I just read our brains are not developed until around 25..and what happens then at last is like impulse control. They say no wonder young|adults are not responsible. Well, I'm 27, and I was 25 and did not feel an adult but maybe now. I did grow a final inch or so then, possibly, though even more at 27. My life is hopeless, until I get to do talent in Hollywood cuz I was a huge success in real life til Tim Burton and Johnny Depp smoothed things out. I wasn't even 21.
I just found what acting like a machine means. It means disregarding feelings. (Book from Airport, all like $15 or hardcovers I think like $20 or possibly more like $25)
Chloe Sevigny looks Danish? Reminds me of Viggo Mortensen. Convinced they are the best people on the planet and very white .. as very nice to me.. Viggo is actually more messed up, sad tho. Not in some weird way, just like in how he wants to look older when he could just look younger. See, not ^saying^ anything.
Chloe Sevigny's boyfriend is as messed up as she unfortunately may be considered - whoops, what just went through my head? A bullet? He seems a bit naughty. He must be Italian. Chloe is 1/2 Polish, so. I just wanted her "in" and Italian is totally different.
My supposed friend pretended Bella Thorne may be at risk of being in trouble with my dad, forget Chloe Sevigny he just wanted to get water when I thought of her and people are violent about him now because I happened to get mad since knowing her last. I do have a question about Chloe Sevigny. Is her attractiveness in danger of being called fake for being such a grump??-
So, yea, I guess he's a good guy. I used to have a good relationship with him. They seemed to trash my brother, though, cuz he's always held back. He didn't want to be treated different, overall.
I always was nice to my dad. No thanks to my bad friends who get attention as though they're good! I gotcha now!! You're wrong!! You think we have to be like our dads in bad ways cuz you wanna have more fun in the wrong ways.
I am uncomfortable about something.. I'll try not posting it and not knowing why other than that it's too much.. I mighta done it.
I mean, my dad .. I forget. I guess saying "rude man" is another of those words and I was too in a hurry to think. I mean, I am connected to things of him that do not let me live a full life. I am 27 and living at home.
Watching ep9 Untethered #ThoseWhoKill Wow, this episode is friggin' intense!
Can't believe there's only one ep left! #toogood
— Emily (@sleepysheepie) May 12, 2014
He needs to use something I have for some reason. He had this bemused, satisfied look. I might want to use it then, too, and so I will waste more time.
It just bothers me when my dad interacts with me to punish me for saying things that don't matter. I should not have to have anything to do with that rude man. I do miss him as my dad, thanks to Tim Burton and Johnny Depp!
I think we all realize who the serial killer is now #ThoseWhoKill
— Michael Simms (@inhuman_union) May 14, 2014
The main character seems to be the serial killer at heart, interested in murder and seems to be a bit outta control emotionally with others.. someone got left and got killed with her, leaves me at the edge of my seat.
Should I just stay home and work to buy stuff and wait to be an actress? Seems to be the plan. Or I'd be busy with school too much for Ellen! but even on the show you don't really or aren't supposed to do stuff like other than sorta do it from afar which makes me feel funny and like I wish I could also be in college.. That was a mistake, though. I did go to college and ended up kicked out, seriously, not told to leave, but made to feel guilty somehow.. the teacher never told me anything and this dude had me leave when he said maybe give me a chance.
I guess in college, I felt that sense of importantness you get in school. I think I should just not go to college now if I wanna be an actress. I have a chance. I won't be an extra but possible someone with 1 scene could be okay.
When I post to Ellen, they act like I'm not supposed to for certain reasons. They just want me to go hysterical all the time like I have to worry about everything.
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— Sarah Brightman (@SarahBrightman) May 13, 2014
There is the idea I realize of me not talking @ this stuff to save time. It made sense.
It's not so much about each specific thing as that I feel violated. I said okay so I shouldn't have cursed, but it wasn't at anyone I feel. If someone is mad or cautious @ me, that's how it has to be, I admitted that, too.
These people making noises in my room won't stop being mean, even after I said I am not listening to their sin and crime. They are acting like I don't matter, what I say.
I'm not putting up at all at any time with the idea Tim Burton and Johnny Depp being mean are also because of me. That's just being used as an excuse that they did nothing wrong, but that doesn't even make sense.
You are overly sensitive to language and can't get that I'm innocent. Are you still upset about my not being able to succeed in college since you started putting noises in my room?
They are loading the page funny again and looking for attention. It was like a feeling of side to side. My dad has a funny bone in his nose I don't have, and it makes me feel that.
Ellen can't get her listening to my dad is mean. How can I even look at her? My mom was just being mean again. I'm not into Ellen's punishing stint of me. Is that because of Johnny Depp? You know, he has a family who probably don't like him to be the instigator of other's ways. You know, my dad was also funning me.
Why should I feel guilty for cursing about the noises in my room and being upset in particular at Ellen for acting like she's punishing us? I bet it's something like we're not young enough to be her kids.
I was actually mad at my mom but moreso that people are saying I used to curse at Ellen all the time, I guess her = the noise.
Because of Tim Burton, we all are made to feel worthless cuz we're not successful in Hollywood, for those of us who were interested. He might think I'm saying something twisted and punishable. It's the cold hard truth, something for him to feel guilty about possibly or the people who take advantage of things because of him.
A lady was clapping annoyingly behind me and it off-ed my clap, which was not very loud. I was so sad, as the Tai twins were to perform a dance they learned from the black DJ.
I think she almost fell over from my screaming. I screamed high but not shrill.
I was dressed all in pink. I had to use a nice sweater I found that was a rich darker pink over a light hot pink. I was so dazzled the 2nd lady guest wore a light hot pink dress, as well. She's an old friend sorta.
Ellen had indents on the side of her face like above her temples. I could tell when she was on the other side.
