Race

I am like everyone else, I am pushed to be more Asian than others since when I existed.  I think we're still digging for anything worth it left in the aftermath that's different..  I think people find Jews either smarter or something.  So, they wanna like do them up.  However, I'm finding it has more to do with being more mixed.  I'm not speaking in a special tone.  I'm just super mad that my life has been so serious and Jews like Ellen grow up blonde like a baby.

You know..

You know, I don't really ask questions when people are just uncomfortable racially around me, but I do if I have no friends in the end..

Issue

I think my aunt thinks my mom's race means I can't get in the way of Europe.  Don't waste your time.

All I Need to Say

People in the U.S. do not provide me with more than what my family knows about being European.. but I need both parents and am kinda through with them.

Some people pop up like and say they don't want me to be the non-U.S. for them, yet they are nicer to full Asians.

Ha Ha

I see people are striking me down cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese.

Chloe Sevigny win's over me for encouraging being fat and lazy, ha ha Chloe just joking yer not.

Or maybe I'm just too specific.  I have no clue because I thought Chloe was more northeastern than me.

Not Implying Anything

I just wanted to say we are with our spouse or parents or class in school every day, but other people are like in another world and never talk to anyone but still get anything they want for being so good and for being white (Caucasian.)

What's In

Ellen thinks not being European is in.

Problem

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You people need to stop picking at me.  I know it's cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese, but I am not Chinese as a person, don't act Chinese.

Problem

I am European cuz I don't sit there in the light of day swishing back my greasy, straight hair and letting what fat I have ski down the sides of my face and say being attractive "it's not what I can be European and be silly like this" so many people.

I was just thinking, and they made something not work on my computer for some reason, silly, like they pressed a button with a big, greasy finger, which I must tell you, like all tacky and bemused and actually "disgusting" since I can't think of another word.  I need to eat soon..  It seemed other-worldly, too, so annoying.  It's probably not good for them, and they did it when they were mean.

Problem

No one believes I deserve anything cuz I'm 1/2 Asian.  Simple enough, I said it, I'm right.  Don't think twice.

Easy Decision

If you do or don't wanna be white.

If you wanna, get your skin white.

More News!

Chloe Sevigny looks Danish?  Reminds me of Viggo Mortensen.  Convinced they are the best people on the planet and very white .. as very nice to me..  Viggo is actually more messed up, sad tho.  Not in some weird way, just like in how he wants to look older when he could just look younger.  See, not ^saying^ anything.

Actress

Chloe Sevigny's boyfriend is as messed up as she unfortunately may be considered - whoops, what just went through my head?  A bullet?  He seems a bit naughty.  He must be Italian.  Chloe is 1/2 Polish, so.  I just wanted her "in" and Italian is totally different.